I’ve come to you guys this week with an update because although I’ve been dropping, everything has kind of been pre-released so not reflecting what I’ve been experiencing. This blog will be a little all over the place but that’s where I’m at right now.
I actually want to start with talking about the purpose of my blog page to make it a little clearer to some people. This section of my blog is essentially my personal diary, some things I share with relent and others relentlessly. But using my blogs against me? Something I find hilarious. Content creation can be backed up for time, if I never began this by saying it was an update for all you guys know this was written 2 years ago. It’s really important to not take content too seriously because unless you know me personally, I’m telling you there are so many exaggerated truths. And that’s the truth behind content creation. But speaking on things being personal, recently I’ve been choosing selective information to actually open up to some people about - kind of just to gauge a reaction. I want to dish a little incentive of what I’m dealing with around to see if I’m either over or under thinking it. Talking to some people is just like talking to a brick wall, but also I never want to feel like I’m burdening people (I’m sure I’ve said this in another blog) with my issues. Because I’ve become such an open expressive I’ve genuinely been wondering if I need therapy, it’s a big step and I’ve just been mentally battling about it but I’m learning not to become so consumed with my opinions alone; it’s good to hear from others, I promise. Alongside talking to my people, I’ve been coming in contact with some cool people in the industry. I feel like I say this a lot - maybe not documented here - but some “famous” people are actually not what they’re perceived, in a good way though. To this day it still baffles me how people find my content like obviously I promote it how I can but, always seeing new people tuning in warms my heart. Sometimes I forget to promote myself before my friends who are doing amazing things, but having people who actually find me and what I do interesting is honestly what keeps my flame alive. Keep stalking my writing Instagram I have no problem with that - just leave a comment will ya? On my Instagram, I had posted a poem called, “Path to Sobriety” and I’ve realised slowly but surely it’s beginning to reflect my life a lot more. At the time of it being written I had some resonation to what I was mentioning but not necessarily all - yes that is a picture of me smoking in the back but that has nothing to do with what I’m saying. I just feel like on this journey of cracking both my past and present open, I’m relying on a lot of other things to help me with this. To keep sanity, motivation and dedication towards this I find myself seeking ‘sedatives’. I believe I’ll find a way to figure this out as I say for everything. Lastly I quickly wanted to touch on the fact that recently, everyone’s been starting podcasts. I love podcasts dearly, trust me, but the surplus has honestly given me a headache because I feel like there are a lot of the wrong people picking up microphones these days. No shade to myself because this is something I’ve also been considering just in a much different way, but it’s put me quite off to be honest. I’ve been podcast streaming for 3 years now, and 3 years ago was my first incentive to start my own podcast. But 3 years ago did I have my own website? No, and so I never had a platform/knew this was the avenue I was to follow through with. I also think the original podcasters deserve their flowers and some more because a lot of the new gen hardly recognise them. Don’t get it twisted though there are a few podcasts that were established much later that I listen to, but they wouldn’t be where they are if not for the firsts. Anyway, I might start doing quarterly updates just to build up some events to blurt and keep you guys in tunes with what I’m experiencing & noticing. I hope this blog had a nice flow to it because in my head it did - Miriam.
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